Sleeping In The Glow Under The Dark Stars

Hey how you are you were the words I couldn't say 
I lost a life, my soul and my only real friend today 
She said "I don't think we should talk for a while 
And since that day I lost my only smile 
I slept under under the glow in the dark stars that one night 
They hung on the ceiling as the radiated light 
I asked "are you sure?" 
You said "yeah," that night my heart ache had no cure 
Can't you see that not having you around is killing me? 
This never started as more than friends, but how do I make you see? 
That this lonliness is killing me all I have left is my stupidity 
That with out your friendship I'm living really bad 
You were the only real friend I have ever had 
Everything now is out of control, even myself, my eyes have died 
I should have never toldyou how I felt. I should have lied 
For now that I want to lay under the glow in the dark stars 
I'm left here with these scars 
Come back I need your friendship right now, I'm wasting away 
If you only knew how hard it was to not be able to call you today