Sometimes I Die

~~I am so narrow inside almost caving in
 Im dealing with cravings so I can just live
 but sometimes Im just dying inside
 this life that i live and I cant say goodbye
 sometimes im living and sometimes i die
 i cant decide to live my own life
 now im just dealing with feelings that make me wonder why
 the stars in this sky, falling for me, they are so high
 why cant that be me shooting and just sparkling
 i cant break free from disease until im down on my knees
 living happy joyest and free, why cant that be me
 im dying inside, and sometimes i just die.