"Standing on the Truth"

"Night after night,
I lost the fight.
I broke down and used,
and sided with lies,
instead of what's right,
and by leaving them behind,
God has helped,
to restore my mind,
and I have become a seeker,
the truth I vow to find.
I now relinquish my control,
to God over,
my precious amount of time,
because He knows,
how best to use it,
just like drugs,
I know I'd abuse it,
but not anymore,
I am here,
mind, body, and soul,
for what is in store,
and I finally know now,
what I am against,
and for."