Complicated

I know it was right to leave
But I miss you so damn much
Sometimes I feel a lot better
Others I'm dying to feel your touch

I don't know if anyone will love me
With the passion that you did
Eventhough it was completely toxic
Deep in our self loathing we hid

Every time that we do this
Every time we break apart
It's not long before I wish
For us to have a fresh start

But we could never do it
Our hearts would always break
It's so hard to ignore you but
The painful cycles I could not take

I can never ever forget you
You were ten years of my life
Made what you said come true
I will always just be your first wife