Temptation

A guy acts like he wants it all
Try to get me to open up just to leave me hopeless
And when he gets his he now wants control
Because he got me undressed and I gave him my soul
I knew it wasn’t gonna work 
I knew how it would turn out 
So why did I do it? 
I love the feeling 
I love feeling loved
Even if it’s just for a moment 
Or if it’s just lust
For every guy it’s a different feeling 
And every time I move onto another I feel like my heart is healing 
I mean it is my right, right? 
I wish I could be ok with being by myself but I get so lonely and caught up in my emotions
Starting to regret what I did and wish I wasn’t so open 
At times it makes me happier but sometimes it makes me even lower
Since we’re incompatible we can’t get closer
Even though I want your all
I know what we had is now gone 
I know it is now over 
Because when we wake in the morning, again we’ll be sober
We won’t remember the night before 
Well you won’t 
Because I cant just go down and forget 
It’s not simple man I wish I could go back 
This has me feeling like shit