The girl I used to be

The girl I used to be was clueless she lived in a bubble full of joy
The girl I am now is very aware almost to aware, always looking to see if you are near 

The girl I used to be never worried and just  rolled with the punches because she didn’t know better 
The girl I am now is forever worrying about what you think even though your opinion is irrelevant yet it still weighs heavy on my heart 

The girl I used to be was always proud of herself and knew she had always tried 
The girl I am now feels like she will never be enough no matter how much she achieves, all because she’s trying to impress those who don’t matter