why did you never say goodbye,
Like you didnt even want to try,
You just thought of yourself alone,
As you left me crying inside my home.
I thought you was my soul mate my best friend,
But I now see it was all fake.. just pretend.
I'd make belief you'd return once you got your life on track,
Twitching curtains day by day I soon realised you was never coming back.
You had gone back to your abusive baby dad,
Without taking one look back,
Pregnant & happy but even that turned out bad,
As he got onto the white & dark which made you sad.
I texted, I called,
Desperate for closure for my heart,
But you had no conciouns from the start,
You played me from day one like a puppet on abit of string,
Your demons strung me along historically laughing,
Making sure the the young girl would forever be falling.
I now see it for what it was,
I was a person to help pass your time,
You had no intention of becoming my hypothetical wife,
You literally just walked out & never even said goodbye,
There will always be a little voice in my heart that will always wonder why?