This is my Reality
My reality is that I deal with loneliness at times.
Feeling motionless like I'm frozen with no emotions.
Feeling dead not alive.
Wondering why i was created n designed.
Am I just another statistic dealing with nothing realistic.
My reality is not your reality.
Everything I hoped for feels like it has abandoned me.
I long for a touch from women that will understand n love me for who I am.
I feel lost with pain running thru my veins.
Feeling shame for all the past opportunitys I let go down the drain.
How can I maintain when nothing seems to change.
But this is my reality n everyone I believed in has doubted me.
My reality is that I had to face abuse n being used to be used as a vessel to wrestle n overcome all that has become what's left of me.
This is my REALITY!
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Do what I did, Elliot.
Buy a dog.
Hey, dogs make great companions and they love you unconditionally.
They hate to see you leave the house without 'em and they rejoice upon your return.
Best of all, they never talk back when you speak to 'em...unless you've got a dog like mine.
She most definitely talks back!
Anyhow, I prefer to spend time with my grumpy, 17 year-old Chihuahua, Gidget, than the majority of women I know.
And that's the truth!
~Dean? ?
Thanks Dean...I luv animals. ..n I have a dog myself ...was just thoughts from experience n felt like writing a poem about it....thanks again for your feedback
My pleasure, Elliot.
Great poem Elliot, your emotions create questions, keep asking, keep questioning your reality and let me know when you get the answers, I don't believe this world is real.
Thanks for the comment n your honesty.