Thoughts after loss

No more secrets and no more lies, it's now time that I say what is on my mind.i know that I hurt you and caused you so much pain. I take responsibility for that but I won't take all the blame.

It takes two to make a marriage work, so you should of tried more with me, as I supported you the best I could see. Now I feel all alone as you've just cast me to the side, I can't believe whats happened, its took me by surprise.

We both battled issues that were far beyond control. And after so long, it began to take its toll. I don't know how I forgot you as you are the only one I've love and now that I'm without you, inside I feel rough.