Till death do us part

Absolute chaos; A life completely torn
Things will get better; Or so they've sworn
An untouchable heart; An unfreezable soul
It seems there's nothing in this world; That will make me whole
The unstoppable feeling; Of worthlessness and hate
Thinking of life with him; Drives me nuts and irate
To take someones being; And reduce it to shit
All self respect lost; After the first hit
Where to go now; With no understanding face
A hurt like this; Is no ones saving grace
Not something i can explain; You'd have to experience it to know
How the feeling always inside; Will never let you grow
I'll spend my life alone; Stuck in a dark hole
Not ever seeing lifes purpose; Never reaching any goal
Take heed in what i say; Because I know all too well
You dont want a love like mine; It's only made my life hell