Trapped

He holds me so tight I feel like I'm trapped. Trapped in this little world where only he and I exist, yet sometimes I come to the conclusion that this is not where I'd like to be. I'd like to be travelling the world and seeing new people and falling in love in the right way, not this way. Captivated by him. By his need for me but not his love. His want to always have me but never to need me; all while I'm always going to be needing him. Trapped by the feelings that he leads me to believe are there and he swears it over and over yet every time he says it, I can see more and more of the flash in his eye that tells me it's all a lie. The whole thing. This life where I'm stuck. I need him but he sure as hell doesn't need me. I'd be so much better off without him. But I'm trapped. How do I break free?