Under You

Try to dissuade me
from this course I take.
Try to disown me for the vows I break.
Locked inside a fantasy world you are.
Are you getting a bit lonely in there ?
Do your nights feel cold?
Or have you totally replaced me in every way?
Damn it all to hell.
Is not an idle saying when someone really goes there.
Sparkling water highlights summer fun.
splashing waves of pool water and saueals of glee.
Yet I sit with my unlit cigarette and a can of grape four loco.
  Immersed in misery
over you.