Poem -
Waiting for the day I die
I felt to pain everyday,
Seeing the scars on my wrist.
No one understands me,
My life is at risk.
Waiting everyday for the worst,
With a razor blade in my hand.
Getting ready to cut my wrist,
I can't wait until my life ends.
At school I hang my head low,
Always feeling ashamed.
Always making actions of slicing their wrist,
The only reason is,
The cuts and scars on My wrist.
Wanting my life to end every night.
People don't understand depression,
Thinking only Mental people have it.
But no one knows how it feels,
until I explain,
The life I live is real.
Teachers and parents walk by,
Seeing the scars on my wrists.
Never knowing,
I'm waiting for the day I die.
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Comments
My darling Dameon,
This is just heartbreaking and it makes me want to throttle those teachers who walk past and ignore your pain and need of help. I wish I was there with you, I`d sort the so-an-so`s out you can be sure of that sweetie. You have expressed yourself clearly and beautifully here and you should be very proud of who you are ( I`m proud of you ). Please, you just hold that handsome face of yours up high and smile when people stare because you are very talented sweetie and don`t ever forget that please. This piece is another superb expression of the hurt we all feel caused by others who don`t want to care, but they are the ones who will one day be in that same situation and they themselves will be needing help. Well done for another brilliant piece, you are amazing and such a good writer.
Love and hugs
Momma G xx
Thanks Georgina means lots to me to know you would of been there in my time of need and I like to forget and forgive meaning I don't hold grudges if I were to of held a grudge on everyone who'd of hurt me I'd of ended up with no friends and a outcast so I tend to just let things slide and ignore them it always works itself out over time anyhow. Also appriciate you spending the time to read this it means a lot to me. Also thank you mamma G. You are an angle in disguise for taking me in. (Your the best)
as always catch ya on the flip side if things and wish ya the best