WALKED AWAY

You left my heart shattered
I know you gave birth to me
But it's like I never truly mattered
I had no importance in your life
Was I even a thought through your mind
As you lay in bed at night?
Did you think of me, like I thought of you?
You made me feel so worthless and I gave up in having any hope
Truth is I only gave up caring because I really couldn't cope
I took my pain out on myself
I thought it was better than asking for help
I get reminded of this pain everyday.

I try to trust people but how can I?
When my trust was broken by my own mum
You left my life in broken pieces
You left my heart numb 
Someday I might forgive you 
But I will never believe a word you say
All because you abandoned me 
You walked away
I was a little girl I never did anything wrong
But when your own mum gives up on you
It's like your living in a world
Where you feel like you don't belong
I can never forgive you for things that you have done
You will never earn that right to be named my mum.