Walking Away

You were 5 moths gone & I still couldn't get you off of my mind. The song on the radio is playing & it reminds me of you. I think back to simple times like how back in September , I'll always Remember , how you used to smile . You'd throw your head right on back & turn to look at me. You'd tell me of all your dreams and all your moms secretest schemes. 

I look out the window now , there's no light except for the stars & they don't even seem as bright , no not anymore . It's happy but it's still sad , hell I just don't know, how to stop crying every night & every time your names on my phone. 

Our memories arise in a dark & cloudy sorta way . I see last year the back of that classroom , you warning me of things & I should've listened. You raced on through that field just so is tell you.  All of our memories are flooding now. I see the moment we first met , that look in your eyes , how you hugged me your last day "it had to be real" 

There's just one memory I wish I could erase & that's you , walking away .