Watching You

Im watching you from afar but I want you to know
That if you said the words, I would follow you everywhere you go.
I know that wasn't what we planned, you told me not to fall.
I couldnt stop it though and now you never call
What can I change if I dunno what is wrong with me.
I can only hope that maybe one day soon you'll see
That I would only love you and respect you faithfully,
I am never going to change who i am or my loyalty.
I'm greatful to have gained a friend Even if this is the end.
I can't say it won't hurt my pride and my self esteem
Regardless know within your heart everything I claimed to be is what I really mean.
Heidi Shavill
2018