Weakness

I'm alone on a mountain....

I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders, 

There's nobody shouting....

But I clearly hear something calling me over,

I know I'm surrounded....

But I'm swinging my fists and none of them landing, 

None of them have and i'm fucking getting mad,

Feel like picking up a bat and im'a swing it 'till it snaps,

My heart starts pounding....

But I won't cry later so I can't laugh now,

And I'm past just frowning....

I smoke light vapours to get past dark clouds,
But now it's around me,

How has it found me,

This ain't liquid, 

How am I drowning....

How am I down on my luck again,

When I dropped the ball I picked it up again,

I'm picking up the pace to give the pen some legs,

I'm tired of the chase,
They're on the hunt again,

What life is this....

If I had one wish,
I wouldn't wish for this,

I'd wish for bliss,
Ignorance ain't this,

I don't wanna do that,
But I can't do this,

So I keep on flowing....

I'm the people's poet....

Let the people know that....

When I seem evil....

That's my weakness showing.