Wear For You

I wear this makeup now so you can't see the hurt that's overtaking me
So I can mask my emotions from you and hide the darkness lying within me trying to push its way out

I wear these clothes to draw attention away from the tears falling from my eyes that could fill a pool 

I wear these rings so you'll look at my hands and wish to hold them just once more like you used to 

I wear this necklace to remind myself of when we would watch scary movies and cuddle and you would kiss my neck and trace your fingers over my jaw  

I wear these sunglasses to hide my glossy brown eyes that can't won't go back to normal from all of my crying

I wear this hoodie to pretend that I am still with you and it's you holding me instead

But together, all of these items I wear don't add up to you 

They don't fill the space of me looking into your beautiful green eyes

They don't help me to stop missing you, missing your hands interlaced with mine 

Or my leg resting over yours 

Nothing will fill the empty dark space lying within me except you. But I haven't seen any sign of you coming back yet

Please come back to me.