what you Mean to Me

what you mean to me should be plain for you to see
but the words will not come to me 
For when you are near I fear
I fear the words will fall on deaf ears
This is my fear so the words stay deep inside of me 
so that you can't see

What you mean to me; the words are deep inside of me
If only you could see the words that are in me
just maybe you could see my plea;
I want to be with you for eternity 
But they will not come to me; so I fear you will not see
You will not see how much you mean to me
me wanting to be with you for eternity

I fear for eternity you will not see 
what you mean to me 
For the words; I keep inside of me
But the words will not come out for you to see
when you are close to me
So for eternity, me and you shall not be 
for the words still remain inside of me