Where is the key.

I see your smile,
I hear your laughter,
you look happy,
you sound joyful,
but I see your soul,
dripping with tears.

Different faces,
for different places,
,,,a clever disguise,
we all wear a clever disguise,
to conceal our lies,
quick and easy smiles,
to hide the existential pain.

Take me to a beautiful place,
where I can show you my true face,
let us dance in a midnight summers rain,
to wash away this life of pain.

In and out of love,
crying with joy,
crying in sadness,
holding hands with love,
clenched fists with anger,
a kiss filled with passion,
a kiss of death,
words of love,
words of hate.

We all mean something to somebody,
but what do we mean to ourselves,
we feel love from others,
but do we feel the love for ourselves.

I don't want to die,
I want to live,
the longer I live,
the more pain I feel.
I don't want to live,
I don't want to die,
I want to feel...
alive,
but to feel alive,
I must feel...
pain.

What would you do,
if you saw angels crying in the sky,
would you lift up your arms,
and beg they take you.

We accept our fates,
we accept our truths,
we accept our pain,
we accept our lies,
and continue further,
into our own darkness.

A thousand roads to drive,
a thousand rivers to swim,
an endless sky to fly,
an endless ocean to sail,
but we hide in the shadows,
...and cry.

We have the key for happiness,
but we let others hold that key,
there's a Garden of Eden for all of us,
but we choose not to enter,
as we let others guard the gate,
holding the key.