Why The Phuque Am I?

(a)
(being) so strongly an individual
can scare so many away
confusion fills their minds complete
(I've) only my selves with which to play.
(b)
childlike mentalities
at time's presumptions of trust
the blankest stare as if impaired
need's fulfilling becomes a bust.
(c)
here not a friend myself I've made
in continuum enjoyed converse
the walls instead to whom I speak
(crumbling into the hearse.)
(d)
shyness a sickness mental disease
that keeps me from being surround
walking fine line diminishing time
(sooner than later alone in ground.)
(e)
with audience just yourself
to continually self applaud
can have setbacks unbeknown
solutions outside eyelids
open them truly see
fear shut death assuredly.
The lyrics were written by Ryk John Miller Thekreator on June 0214-0314
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Very unique display of emotions, welcome to cosmofunnel family,
Much love nardine xox.
Thank you Nardine. :) Â Outside of my own noggin', the only other writer influence lyrically has been Gary Numan ... "Here in my car, I'll feel safest of all, in Cars..." etc.
Emotions seem to me in self and observations of others over the years, an infinite volume of possibilities. Whichever the mood when writing, I try to write them in something other than a bland way.
A co-worker that I've become friends with invite me to Cosmo. Â I've barely yet explored the place, but I do enjoy it's overall layout. Â Easy to flow through. :)
Respect to you. :)
This is a superb piece Ryk, applause and a big welcome to our cosmo family. You will find and make many friends because you are certainly a very talented writer. Well done honey, I`m going to read all your work and definately follow you and I hope you enjoy being a member of the group, there are some very talented writers on here, so a very big welcome sweety. Love to you. G xx
Many thank yous as well Georgina! :D Â I'd originally read 3 commentaries just before heading in to work this afternoon and the completely unexpected wonderful feelings that I felt, gave me a great start to my 'work Friday'. :D :D
Friends here I hadn't even considered when my co-worker / friend invited me here. Â I originally thought it would be cool to post creations of my own somewhere again, for the first time in at least 10 years.
I've much reading and touring around here to do. Â Through today at work, I'd even pondered posting some art / et cetera. Â Shall see where things go as I adjust to here. :)
A lot of reading is in store for me as well. Â I'm looking forward to that, just from the few things that I've read from yourself and Nardine. :)
Respect and great thanks to you both, for the welcomes. :)
We`re both glad to have you with us. Well done honey. G xx
Glad here to be, I do! :D