Writers block

I dont write no more
I dont believe in much
I cant seem make sense
I cant release inside myself
The fear of myself is back
The heartless bitch hated
So many battles fighting
Struggling to even look at myself
I cant seem to smile through
Cany concentrate for long
Self medicating abusing drugs
After all the battles I've won
I should b flying high
I should have hope
I'm proud at how far I've come
But still hate myself
Writers block making me sad
I always been good at writing
Now I cant do it right
I keep on attempting it
I keep on fighting to try
I am so empty though
And messed up inside
It's different from past times
I have always struggled emotions
Expressions and inside my mind
I feel worse somehow this time
feel like I'm going insane
Seeing ghosts shadows too
Maybe this is just me the real me
Maybe this is just me for life doomed!

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