You

it was always you,

at 3am when the weight of the world got to much,

you were the midnight walks with cheep wine,

the earthly smell of the Forrest after rain,

comforting melodies of today's favourite song,

you were always there,

even when I felt like giving up

you were the anchor that kept me from sailing away,

my shoulder to cry on,

you were my best friend,

and the beauty of it,

we didn't even have to try,

my life was more bareable with you in it,

but even you couldn't stop the crashing waves in my mind,

the long,sleepless nights,

my pillow dampened with thoughts of what if,

what if this was something more?

i confided my thoughts to the back of my mind,

a prison in which they will slumber,

untill that day,

you put your arm around me,

a series of explosions triggered inside me,

ignited as the silk of your hand brushed the hair from my face,

his was everything I pictured it to be,

you placed our friendship on my lips,

with a gential touch from yours,

my heart was pounding,

but it was always you,

every minuet of every day,

how could I push it aside when it was the only thing that felt right?