You ruined me

I knew you were trouble from the start
But I decided to listen to my heart
All the warning signs I walked pass
Didn't make me listen 
But now I'm broken
And it's of own my admission 

Even though danger was bold in letters
I decided to try and to get to know you better 
But the truth was you were broken
And couldn't be fixed
And now along with you
My heart is falling to bits

There's no way to mend a broken heart
Alcohol only eases the pain
And convinces me i am to blame 
I wish I could go back in time and walk away before I fell
Fell into the world that was under your spell. 

I know the smile on my face will return again
But it'll take some time to make again
But for now the hole that you left will stay bare
With only me to blame
And taking years to repair