You were never meant to have kids

You were never meant to have kids.
When your siblings got married you congratulated them, they kept asking.

Asking for when you would find someone.

Asking for when you would have your little ones.

You were a people pleaser, only reason you did it was to fit in.

You knew how to parent, you raised your siblings.

But you didn't know how to be a mom, you only knew how to be a mother

For you knew how to feed but not how to love.

I know i'll never look at you the same.

You hurt me in so many ways.

For you were never meant to have kids.

You did it for them

Not knowing what you did to me