Affair

On the outside i appear to be dirty and poor
I have dealt with judgements like yours befor
I...

Im drowning in sorrow.

Hoping and wishing for a better tomorrow.

As I'm here sitting and...

Slowly yet someplace sunny and happy
More than a blank home to hold snowy winter
The feeling...

I woke up today a beautiful wife and mom
Happy as can be even through the rough patches our decade...

Blood running through my veins
My heart skips a beat
As we part our ways
Feeling weak...

I feel like I'm trapped in a cage.

Locked up in chains.

As I try to escape and create a...

Allow me
Let me ease your pain
Ill make you smile everyday
Crack your code
We'...

I feel drained with no words left to explain....

Can anyone feel my pain?

Does anyone feel...

Missing you comes in waves like the ocean.
Some nights, it’s a high tide kind of night, some nights...

What you mean to me is more like having oxygen to breathe..

Your like an angel sent to me from...

Maybe it’s the way you look at me, that I’m drawn to.
Or maybe it’s just the way you look period....

Thought
I had this thought
Which i never ever fought
Since i was really caught
...

Cheap red nail polish that barely last a day.
Cheap- red-broken-nails.

You dug into them....

He Doesn’t Know

Does he know?
Your skin feels like cold snow on my burning red hands
...

Smear shit on the wall lick it like u do you sister your dirty your tops at being flirty you winging bitch...