Agony

Ants and yet
Everyone an individual
Walking the square
In the heat of the day
...

This darkness I dwell in so many don't understand

Its complicated to explain my feelings of mixed...

I want to, I really want to

Be somebody else living another life, living in a different dream...

Soft is the rain, it gently falls upon soft fields of green

Like the tears that fall from the...

My heart it aches, my soul it hurts

My tears fall like rain drowning me in my despair

...

The darkness swallowes me whole

Where do broken hearts go

When the beats begin to fade...

Remembering a time long ago

I had buried away locked up inside

And a song brings it...

The days grow colder

Underneath the winter Sun

And with all my pain I come undone...

Another sleepless night

As the night coming to end

My thoughts polluting my mind...

After what you did,

I cringe when i'm touched.

After what you did,

nightmares and...

I'm standing in the rain
I gotta lot of words in my brain
Most of the time it's screaming at...

I am lost in these dark walls of pain.

The hurt is here but why has it came?

I was fine...

I'm an 11 year old kid just trying to hang on
Living as my age just trying to be strong
They...

A taste for disappearing monkey
Disappearing from the trees
No Tarzan found here
...

There's a bird
Can fly
Through the air
Does the bird
Wings spread wide...

If I should vacate myself upon these lands,
Hear not the cry of where I am or going or how I am...

My abstinence languishes daily,
and my skin rapidly becomes scaly.

Every staining second I...