Agony

In this house that was once a home
Now empty and a derelict zone
Full of cobwebs and sad...

You aren't real anymore...you have become a beautiful fragment of my poignant imagination...just a...

Broken images and blemishes, can we please just finish this? My sanity diminishes from lack of sleep and...

My severed body bleeds from wounds inflicted by your loss; Selfish pride and ignorance forced me to pay the...

Tightly it wraps as relapse elapses, fast, oh so fast a disastrous mishap. Light it up, smoke it--smoke...

some ask me do you any thing in you
to them I say i have something
but it's not a soul...

The doctor said;
​​​​​yes, she said,
"stay in bed."

The hospital is a very lonely...

I didn't mind that you were hurt
I didn't mind that you were broken
covered with cracks...

What If
The knife sliced through the wrist.
blood, hot and precious streamed out.
two...

(Verse One)
A million eyes stare at me with despise A million lies swarm about inside my mind...

My brains a math problem.
Scattering all the answers.
Have to solve how life functions,...

I hurt as knives push through me.
I hurt as vile words are said.
I hurt like hearts breaking...

Weak mortal bodies spread.
honesty is crossed out as humility enters.
Life is worth nothing...

Despised and rejected.
While charm is deceptive,
Leaving hypocrisy grieving.
Guilty...

All you see is a lost soul without a place to call home, so you assume I must be damaged with issues or a...

Why why did you lie to me ,
I wanted you ,I needed you ,your arms around me
So warm and safe...

How hauntingly sorrowful
My heart does yearn
How shall my soul desire to learn
To...