Angst

There are many feelings that are particularly familiar to some people.
Perhaps to some it's the soft...

remember early swimming
splashing about furiously
not moving forwards just treading
...

I am the destroyer
Of my own dreams
Walking through
The narrow path
First...

My blood a raging torrent
Of ecstasy and shame
It grips the very essence
And plays it'...

I need some medication
I need to take away the pain
I need to numb the stinging
The...

Yearning is inherited.
She stares at the delicate skin
of her wrists, searching for signs....

Blue ominous clouds
With tears of blue rain
Blue floods of emotions
Not easily...

She’s haunted by a sense of futility
in everything she does. I wait
to be told I’m worthy....

Anger and pain they give,
The exclusiveness of their lives,
They will not share,not a visit...

I am the dirt that is left behind when the maid sweeps the floor
I am the motivated performer that...

I've experienced this before. Our relationship scarce, everything was going bad... But I got confused on...

Battling voices in my heart
Screaming hearts in my head
Shouting perfection
Whispering...

From the first faltering moments of awareness
The eerie, haunting notes of melancholia play softly...

You are the waters that gently meander.
Alas I am the tsunami!
Your calm and...

I never asked you to fall at my feet ~ I understand the lack and it's need ~ this, unrequited diease ~ that...

Living in a world full of stones and birds

Defined by their bright coloured teal

I watch as...

I wanna be you.
It's hard being me...
My head is fucked up
in ways you can't see......