Anxiety

Valentine’s Day
There is non today -
The train tracks
Cannot bring
The lover...

A leather jacket to keep the rain of judgment off my shoulders.
drawn out black eyeliner, fiercer...

Horror of horrors, I am undone!
Revealed as a charlatan
I stand corrected denuded,
...

All I want
Is one day to be free
Free of the demons
That crucify me

Free from...

My problems are similar to finger nails
I cut them away
Yet they endlessly grow

I feel overwhelmed with emotions and thoughts,
always having something to fear
Feeling stuck...

I am trying to live my life
I am trying to not pick up the knife
For if I do
I would...

Why am I like this?
Why do you act like you care?
Why do you look and stare?
Why don't...

You scraped out what was left of my guts and you called it my soul,

You smeared me on your palette...

Are you
Listening?
You're not
Intrested
I see
Lips moving
But I'm...

No one told me that my mind was putty in your hands

I was malleable.

It didn't even hurt...

My mind is blank ,
my eyes water,
the blade running through my wrisits ,
the smell of...

Well, It's
That time
When I
Say
Everything
Is fine
What face...

I look in the mirror,
​​​​​​ Why can’t I be skinny ?
I change into something baggy in hopes...

Death comes to us all
Old or young,
Time is the key
When the last song is sung....

Went for a walk
On a bright sunny day
Didnt know where to go
Just far far away...

It comes to be that im rash as fuck for people new to me..
So people seem to have to love cause they...