Confusion

I was thrown out in the rain
With no shoes on my feet
Baby said I was worthless
Then...

Love I never understood love.
Why do we need it when we can fake it.

We have all said we...

I'm surrounded by people but feel so alone

I'm wandering round but want to go home

I'm...

Out my door into the world, this cruel dark place we must convince ourselves is worthy

A light...

I sit

waiting for the empty page to fill with words of adoring confusion

I think

of...

The sun is hiding,

Darkness is raining upon

The surface of the earth.

These are the...

~~Free yet not.
Cool but hot.
Clear but cloudy.
Safe but rowdy.

Shadowed light...

~~Wrong is right
Unfair is fair
Day is night
Hate is care.

Shut is open...

I cry alone,I cry at night
mainly when your out of sight.
The moment you were born you had my...

" WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY DOING !?"
OVER THERE ON THE COUCH !?
THEY,VE GOT NO CLOTHES ON!?...

Keeping it a part of myself,

In the end we will see;

A beautiful entrance

To a same...

Can't think, can't sleep
You're invading
Invading my heart
Taking over my mind
...

Lets go to my Mom's
Where are your husband's comforts?
In the book of Psalms!!!

IT 's raining in the world today
The clouds of delusion have blocked out the light of truth

...

Too young for this worry

this pain

the constant cry for help

so we use what we call...

Sitting here waiting
Blinded by the tears.
These tears
Burn scarlet red
Scars...