Confusion

December is a month I choose to spend alone,

For some reason I invited you into my home,

...

AM I ... SURPOSED TO ACT !?
AS IF..WE,VE NEVER MET !?
AM I .. SURPOSED TO JUST....
BE...

IT,S NOT ME ...IT,S YOU !?
IT,S NOT YOU..IT,S ME !?
WHERE,S ..YA BLOODY EMPATHY!?
...

night after night i lye here awake

Thinking of things I want to say

I never imagined my...

I WONT.. DEGRADE MYSELF ANYMORE !?
DONT BOTHER..KNOCKING AT MY DOOR !?
YOU..DONT GIVE A...

In front of a gate
I see under it a pair of feet
The feet look ordinary but are malevolent...

IF..YOU THINK ..YOU,VE
GOT ..A FRIEND !?
THEN..." FIND OUT !"
" THEY..DON,T " GIVE A...

MEN..ARE FUCKING USELESS!?
WHEN..YA TELL THEM
HOW..YA FEEL!?
IT,S AS IF..YOUR TALKING...

Success isn’t just fame and fortune

It’s the way you live your life

As you climb the rungs...

Grasping the outlying confinements of insanity

Questioning the interpretations of reality.

...

Whirlwind of emotions swirling in my heart
Shards of love
Shards of pain
Shards of...

disco is over and full of beer

i finealy teke someone home ,

tonight is my lucky night...

I,m damned if I do !

& damned if I dont !?

My heart & my mind

Feel so back...

I Let You Go

What was I thinking
I let you go
I wasn't drinking still
I...

It’s an illusion to some but in fact authenticity to all
A choice incurable or beautiful, simply a...

why did i do it -

i just dont know

why did i hang on -

when i should have let...