Depressing

Ever had the strength to cut the pain.
Ever had enough faith to adjust the day and just brush away...

Screaming and clawing,
Anxiety wraps her in its shroud
While jeering insecurity
...

You stepped into my life,
I guess I didn't see you carry that knife,
So I decided to let you...

I have always had these nightmares with blood running down my walls.
With screams of death in every...

You lie there, solid and firm,
as onlookers gawk and comment
on how good you turned out....

Not once did it look like you'd cared.
Not once did you ask if i was okay.
Not once did it...

If I could touch you just once, to make you understand my pain, I would.
If I could draw, or paint,...

I'm longing for a hand,
A hand to reach out and pull me out to bring me back to land,
Slowly...

It would be really nice if life had a reset button,
Instead of ending it you have another option,...

How can I say I miss you without admitting it to myself,
I don't want to miss you,
I know I...

The love of Mary and John has fizzled and died
Mary wept while John cried
Both were married...

I think I might,
Love you to death,
As I fight,
Cause hate myself,
But I'll...

As time goes on there seems to be a pattern.
Consisting of misfortune and gratitude to subtle...

It's nights like these where I lay in bed with only my fan's rattling and my destructive thoughts.
I...

I Lie awake it lies within.I am decisive my soul once cared.
Holding on to what fighting this...

Beneath my feet... gravel crumbles,
The sun ... sets aside .
The breeze is harsh ... ripping...

Look deep inside of me can you see the pain that i see
Demons living inside of me following as i...