Depression

Waking, sleeping, talking, eating,
it’s overwhelming
Too much work to keep a heart beating...

You asked me if I'm okay
I want to scream and shout no I'm destroying myself from the inside
...

Den gnagde på mina nerver igen igår
Så av mig är det är inte mycket kvar
Mest ben och hår...

It gets the best of me sometimes
The yearning for more, but also for less
Is it possible to...

Midnight mania
When I feel the scariest
Becomes someone other than I
That person’s not...

It’s wash day,
time to wash my hair
It’s curly, loud, bolder then me
revealing myself...

If ruins could speak
Would they weep for a past
where they stood tall ?
Would they...

She held the razor blade in her hand..
Trembling, she reflects on her life.
Lost and alone in...

Oh look at the days torn out before your eyes
It’s almost time, isn’t it?
For your big...

Anxiety has made a home for itself, the cheek of it, it even has its own slippers; with haha emoji icons...

Her own life’s director
With arms full of fireworks
Igniting skin to see what lurks
...

She could feel the world caving in
As she stood on the edge of the balcony
Waiting, for some...

There are days where I'm as happy as I can be,
then there's the days when I feel like I am falling...

Twisted thoughts come and go as I grow up and become what they call an adult with addiction beyond control...

Where do broken hearts go to, can they find they're way home,
I'll find you, somehow, wherever never...

Sunlight
You tamper with my eyes
For why should light
fill the void of such a soul...

Phase 4-The Dirt

I feel myself sinking into a desolate lull

and wearily grasping for...