Depression

You made me hate myself
All your words killed whats left of me
Now I hate myself
...

I hate you
Always making me cry
I only wish I wasn't sad
All the time
You come...

You feel heavy ladened...

You feel as though the fight is yours...

You feel you're going to...

Slowly sinking south of sanity
Sitting slumped, sick and stressed
Silently screaming, sobbing...

I’ve tried.
I pushed every last inch of breath out of my body to make you happy,
It wasn’t...

this poem is beginning
yes it’s beginning now.
why did i start like this?
hell if i...

the things we say,
the things we do,
it’s almost impossible
to see them through....

I don't like people.
But I don't want to be alone.
So you keep me company.
But now I...

the clock strikes
at the sound of my rage
i beg solitude
scream over my demons!!...

As I walk through the cold night I see the stars glittering in the sky, the moons light pressing on my back...

I am here, but I am not,
Walking around in a daze with just this one thought.
I feel sad,...

Blood dripping ,
From walls to walls
Chasing demons through razor sharped doors ,
...

why do I hate myself?
Why do I drown in my past sins,
and kill myself with my own spite?...

Can life be as we make it, or is life having its own way?
Every day I ask myself that question of...

Centered between body and soul .
Between the aching hours
Between lonely nights
...

Tossing and turning that’s what I do to try and get at least 4 hours of sleep. It doesn’t help feeling...

Growing up suppression became normal
Depression became an accessory
And life was as malleable...