Depression

Here i am sitting up at night alone with thoughts racing through my head
Am I good enough,am I happy...

Tangled in a web of lies
Just trying to survive,
trying to make something of myself
...

roses are red
violets are blue
'that girl' is crying
because of you

you think...

It is always us that suffer
when she cries her icy tears.
Her fingers seduce lovers,
...

I am trying
To feel anything but broken.
Anything but the emptiness,
Anything but the...

It was the day before but not the day after that I saw what never had been seen. What magic and grace hides...

I saw a reflection of my happiness within him,
It radiated back in me,
A tsunami of bliss...

loss of control
bouncing thoughts
only sleep can ease my mind

lack of sleep
...

The pocket of dark in my head,
Matches the dread in my stomach,
The exhaustion is pulling me...

A silver blade dances across her dark skin
She take deep breaths because her lifespan is wearing...

I am slowly drifting from the land called joy
My feet can no longer touch the sand called hope...

I am slowly drifting from the land called joy
My feet can no longer touch the sand called hope...

There is a hole inside of me that is unfillible ....
No amount of love can fill it to the top...

FLOWING RIVERS OF DILUTED MINUTES
AS I STOOD IN THE SHELTER BUILT AS DARKNESS
LOOKING LIKE...

Timeline of death, although discreet,
Remnants of rope on one lone branch,
Herd them up and...

Yeah she smiles oh she smiles, and she squeezes her locket so tight. But she pulls the shades down and...