Emptiness

As I stare into those big green eyes
I see darkness
I see pain
In those sad, sad eyes...

“What’s wrong with you?”

Your favorite thing to ask
Whether or not I have on my mask
...

Maladies of Magnitude

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As I looked yon village over,...

On Hummingbird Hill

With a rap and a tap on my room's windowsill,
in my home at the top up...

its a peculiar feeling to be consumed by nothingness.
to be crushed by void and have what isnt steal...

Things in my head have been sticky lately
The thoughts in the well of my mind have run dry
I’...

I'm tired yet I won't sleep
I see no point
I am not hungry
Food has no point
I...

There was a time

I needed an "other"

in order for me

to feel loved

and...

when empty is abandoned it endures,
it does not rot or die or bleed or cry for warmth of tender...

I settle for less
Cause that's all I am,
I realize this

I know my dreams,
Are...

I feel like nothing.
Hollow. Empty. Null.
Am I nothing?
Pointless. Worthless. Dull....

Feeling so down and blue because when I look at myself
all I see is this FAT UGLY person staring...

My once upon a time friends,
People I never see again,
Lost somewhere back in time,
...

It's easier to hate myself for keeping you near, then simply hate myself for letting you go.

My life is over, the stars have fell
The sun is hidden at the bottom of a well
The clouds...

My forever began the day you grew wings to fly,
I will miss you, every moment as the
Time...

I really don't care now,
Your thoughts what I write,
For it's my expression,
What's...