Gone

i thought fondly of you today

and all the kind words you used to say

i felt your presence...

Your demons come to haunt you
Not only you but your family too

Trying to beat life's issues...

Missing my motivation Switch
Can miss my kiss
If you move to quick
Ducking and...

Missing my motivation Switch
Can miss my kiss
If you move to quick
Ducking and...

In the Vortex...

Danger zone unseen...

Ships travelling...

Airplanes disappear out...

goodbye prudence.

goodbye inertia.

goodbye humanity.

gone forever are the days...

do not cry for the damned.

crying does no good.

from tears spring trees

and flowers...

All I could ever do
Is read his text
Pretend to be happy
Live in my fantasy with him...

" JUST ANOTHER SEXY BALD GUY
I LOVE BALD MEN !!, I DONT KNOW WHY?
I AM TRANSFIXED WHEN 1 GOES...

In my soul
there are many demons that thrive
in my soul
there are many thoughts that...

Departed...
Empty shell left behind,
Left without a final goodbye,
Left the living...

I'm losing myself to the darkness

I bleed blood threw hands of Christ

And this divide is...

One cut too deep .

I gave you my life
Handed on a plate

All my love
You...