Heartbreak

I have a complex
where I want to be the best
at everything I do.
And you were
...

My heart is broken with death not far behind
I gave my heart to the one that I loved
For you...

Since we were children growing up on second street
I had always loved her so
And every day...

I never wanted to beg you to stay,
Or for it to come to this at all,
I wanted to be strong...

It’s hard to leave,
but it’s no harder
than the stone
in my throat
that I...

The sunshine needs to be striking my back.
There is no way I shall ever accept chance.
I...

For my Angels: Nico, now gone almost three years, and Cody, ninety days
.
.
Although...

Today many hearts were changed...

Loved ones taken without a warning...

More hearts are...

You get a phone call. You hear words you'd never expected. You fall to the floor in disbelief and ponder...

I heard a train when you left, left me standing there.
Hundreds of miles apart yet I could see it...

A heart you were given open and free...

Filled with love so unconditionally...

A gift that...

No one knows my darkest secrets,
except my heart.
So it likes to play with them.

I wake up dripping sweat and drenched in sleep
Heavy eyes confused
As to what is REAL.. and...

2 questions - earnest, nicely.... consider a win win for both and irrelevant to the times concerns....

We knew where this was heading, from the very first kiss,
There wasn't a part of my untouched skin...

Why am I so mad
It was me
All I wanted
Was to break free
From Insecurities...

Glass shattering into a million pieces,
No matter what I do,
A glass of wine can not erase...