Pain

When your abuser dies before you get answers you are left on your knees digging.
Broken fingernails...

His name makes me embarrassed causing, my face to flush red.
I can't handle his heat either, which...

How long can someone live without water?
This unquenchable thirst and the water won't come out of...

Your breath is now cold on my skin.
Your touch now sends shivers down my spine.
The sound of...

Know how much you
hurt me
Made me feel
unworthy
I couldn't even
trust me...

Me and the mirror and the wall
one crack to one break,
A common voice,
A circuit of...

Poor, lone, Emma.
Old, faded and wrinkled.
Bright eyed beauty once was she,
When the...

Its weird, isn’t it.
How our parents yell at us to be quite while they are the once keeping us awake...

will you stay, i ask
as you get up to leave
i keep begging on my knees
but you don't...

it’s been a while since I wrote something suicidal,
which means my mental is giving up on me aswell...

Trying to try again with you is hard
The pain you cause won't go away
I'm not perfect, never...

Hung onto your every word when you were here
Each interaction felt like a heavens blessing my dear...

Tears take a stroll upon my already wet cheeks
This heart is heavy with raw emotion tonight
...

You tell me I do not love you…
Oh how I wish it was true;
For it would make it easier looking...

Each step She takes permeates purpose
Every pore manifest power, love and certainty
She is a...

Pain and love are not one in the same
They both play a very different game
One will only...

The hammer smashes down
Onto my weak, bruised hand
Pain beating as a part of me
Not...