Pain

Its weird, isn’t it.
How our parents yell at us to be quite while they are the once keeping us awake...

will you stay, i ask
as you get up to leave
i keep begging on my knees
but you don't...

it’s been a while since I wrote something suicidal,
which means my mental is giving up on me aswell...

Trying to try again with you is hard
The pain you cause won't go away
I'm not perfect, never...

Hung onto your every word when you were here
Each interaction felt like a heavens blessing my dear...

Tears take a stroll upon my already wet cheeks
This heart is heavy with raw emotion tonight
...

You tell me I do not love you…
Oh how I wish it was true;
For it would make it easier looking...

Each step She takes permeates purpose
Every pore manifest power, love and certainty
She is a...

Pain and love are not one in the same
They both play a very different game
One will only...

The hammer smashes down
Onto my weak, bruised hand
Pain beating as a part of me
Not...

I'm in pain
Red hot tip in my vein
I want to make it go away
but it wants to stay...

Questions and curiosity,
Blanks,
A gun.

Seems like nowadays,
I`m searching,...

Oh why was I born a bad poem!
Born self aware and educated.
To be cast among poetry fodder,...

THE SCREAMS

She heard the screams
From the apartment above
And knew not what to do,...

Dear my mystery

You keep me up till silly o’clock because you want my joint to go pop
Yet...

I see not through, the pain of truth
God does such doom forbid
And in my despair, I find...

12/12/2020
My.shoes

When is someone gonna put themselves in my shoes?
As a dad,...