Recovery

I still cry about it.

I still shudder even after the hundredth flashback I get of that sticky...

Ever have a therapist in your head picking apart everything not wrong in your life and what the hell you...

Dear Sixteen Year Old Me:

Put down that earring right now
And don’t even think about taking...

Feeling nothing could be as it had been

After what I'd been exposed to and seen

Being in...

If you’re strong enough to borrow the bikini even though you’re terrified of wearing it;

If you’re...

The river valley ~

I entered the water
It wrapped around my soul
Filling in the...

~Like the road of mud
Potholes, pimples under my skin
Humps and no ending road
Of...

I don’t understand
Why this is so new to me.
It was exactly a year ago,
I guess the...

YOUR SO UNDER MY SKIN!
WHERE, DO I EVEN BEGIN?
WHY DO I FEEL SO WEIRD WITHIN?
YOU,VE...

Being clean has brought on a lot of emotions
Sometimes to handle them all, I can't fathom
How...

My past is my present
My future ceases to exist
I live in a world of pain
Just like my...

An indescribable feeling came upon me that day,

when I threw out my hands and I flew,

I...

You can dry your hands,
or you can dry your tears,

You can live in fear,
or you can...

Forget the last few weeks right there

Time to get it together, spark the flare

Get going...

Screaming, crying, all of these childish fears

All over these emotions, fucking raining tears...