Sickness

A little cut
Tearing open my skin
Trying to overcome
The pain from within
Blood...

In this time of desperation when hope seems so far away
Dealing with Lupus or any disease can ruin...

Please,
hold me in your arms tonight
for my soul is fading,
devoid of light.

...

Laying here
I wait
for the medicine to set in
wondering if I will
awake
...

MY pain, I stand, I lay, I walk, my pain not a game but a lot of pain.

Burning tingling sharp...

While the Nurse says open wide and puts the thermometer in your mouth waiting for the beep...

That'...

To live or to die? neither is truly in our own hands.....
to live we owe to 2 people we've never met...

To live or to die? neither is truly in our own hands.....
to live we owe to 2 people we've never met...

plum purple
berry blue
tight & tender
sweetly swollen

this is my creation...

Stairways, to empty floors.
Fluorescent lights and corridors.
Endless nights, and echoed...

My mind is a gutter,
cluttered and confused
holding onto nothing.

What was it you...

It's hard for me to say goodbye
so many memories we shared together
I will never forget you...

lll

Vexing, this.

Hands tied

Ball gagged

Eyes down

So as to not see your sick...

I know I scared you by passing out the other day.
Sometimes I forget I am sick and I wish I was Okay...

I feel it in my chest
In my head
I feel it in my body when my face is turning red.
...

His eyes roll up in its head
Feet unsteady, can hardly breath
due to impaired brain function...