Blind

Sometimes you hurt me
But I couldn’t loose you
So what I really thought was unsaid
Everything had to be your way or no way
It hurt me whenever I tried to leave 
Whenever I wanted to get away
I knew you were bad for me 
Only I loved you with all my heart
I guess the price of loving you
Came with tearing myself apart

I wiped away your tears 
I helped you overcome your biggest fears
I sat with you when you felt alone at night
I was always there to pick up the phone
To make sure you’re alright.
When I called it went to voicemail 
I send texts without a reply 
I’m just sat thinking 
why? 

I let this person rip apart who I wanted to always be
They never saw the best in me
I had to leave and cut them out of my life
Yet when I’m lay awake at night
The heartbreak hits 
Deep down I know this is what’s meant to be
Only I feel like
I lost a part of me

My worth was questioned 
My faith was destroyed
My heart shattered like glass on the floor
Does god have a plan? 
I just don’t see it anymore.