Broken hope

you hate feeling alone 
your minds overflown
with memories that sink
in your heart forever 
no one else knows 
cause you smile everyday 
to keep the pain away 
you make people laugh 
just so they stay 
but you know deep down 
that when they see you frown 
they'll be gone the very 
next day
it happened before 
so why not some more 
you become so fake 
there's plastic glued to 
your soul
no one in 
no one out 
not even yourself 
you become so dependent 
On this 
that you can't love yourself 
cause you don't know 
who you truly are 
or what you could be 
there's no hope.