Dear My Never (Monday Morning, Continued)

Come Monday Morning 

I don't care if you are here

It doesn't matter if you have left 

It doesn't matter if you are near

I waited for a million days

But you lost yourself among the suns rays

Your heart grew crippled; with the fall of the Autumn Rains  

And you caused my mind to become decrepit, from all of the pain 

There are times that I wonder, as I gaze at the stars

Have I ever truly known who it is that you are?