Difficult to be kind

Perhaps we can get together before regret . Your working long hours to forget . I sit here and chill out with a cigarette . Wondering why you talk about  your sicko sexual fantasies in person and in text have no interest to comply . Perhaps we can brake up before regrets. I'm missing something you can't give or get . I break my vows for what, as the intercourse has lost it's glow , due to ungrateful  sicko you . Asking to stick things into where I poo  . Time to chill out with someone new . I have the right to respect to old for more upset . So chain smoke yet more cigarettes , figuring out what to keep and what to forget .