Daughter from Mother

I want to unwrap a gift for my daughter. 
Sometimes we need our special surprises early.
I have had this gift waiting for you for a long time
It contains all the love a mother can manifest
It is a miraculous love
Keeping alive hopes and dreams and memories.
 It always hopes for tomorrow even in the darkest of nights.
She would gladly lay her life down for her babes,
for,
In a sense, she already has.
Remembering the joy and wonder at their birth, 
She knows what miracles are. 
You are.
Daughter these days are 
Tense between
us harsh words and deeds have clouded the
Easy love we used to share.
I ask you to accept this gift of true reconciliation.
I am not a fly by night person 
I love truly and forever.
Please forgive any wrong bydoing I have done that caused you pain.
I am truly sorry.
I want to have a life with you in it.
One not toxic not clouded by the past one that glows with promise
I love you daughter, you are a part of me and I you.
Forever.
Mom