fragile

Tears staining my cheeks 
I’ve got blood shot eyes 
I’m done with the fake love 
All of your selfish lies
As my parent you should be there
Show me your love show me your care
You left again and again 
Then tell me I’m the one to blame 
You make me feel guilty for things I shouldn’t feel guilty for 
Left me to crash and burn on the floor
My heart was fragile. Like glass 
Glass you broke 
You rejected me
We never spoke
I can’t say I forgive you 
My heart never will 
I’m sick of reliving the same heartache 
Again and again
It drives me so fucking insane
Telling myself things get better
When really I don’t believe they do 
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough 
I just wasn’t good enough for you.