Golconda

This place brings out the worst of me. I`m not turning into what I want to be. Drama everywhere with no place to run. Cant even have any fun. The woods surround me but I live in the city. All that's missing is some graffiti. I`m reminded of what I left behind. How can some people here be so blind. Not all of us are from good places. Sometimes we miss seeing other peoples faces.  The staff doesn't seem to even care. Sometimes I feel like we all need some prayer. Things spread here faster than light. Sometimes I wonder how some people can sleep at night. The food makes you sick just by looking. You never know what terrible thing is cooking. If you get sick you better suck it up. because getting better here requires some luck. Don`t even think about quitting kitchen punishment. You have to it twice so don't avoid it. You better do your details before going to bed. Why cant people get that through their head. The sign outside says don't come in. Just leave the dorm and go to the gym. Anything you do will get you a wright-up. so I advise you to just grow-up. Students here don`t know how to listen. their going to end up working in a kitchen. You better have your proper uniform on. otherwise you mine as well be gone. If you don't have your Id you cant eat. I also advise you to keep your room neat. This place makes me feel so many things. Sometimes I feel like a puppet with strings. I feel like I don't belong. No one really asks if something is wrong. I want to leave but I cant. If I did my mom would rant. I fake a smile to fool them all. But inside I1m starting to fall. slowly my happiness fades into nothing. I just wish I meant something.