Heavy Is The Heart

Where are you? 
Where have you gone? 

I miss you, 

I want you back home. 

Why are you always mad? 

Why can't I do anything right in your eyes? 

Do you even listen at night, 

To my cries? 

I feel so alone in the world,

It's true. 

Why does everyone judge me

For things I don't even do? 

I'm not a bad person,

I don't do wrong. 

So why can't you just let me breathe

And can we please get along? 

I'm an outcast, 

The black sheep. 

Look at me, 

My scars are deep. 

You say I'm fuck up,

That I'm a mess. 

But little did you know

It was all just a test. 

A test to see your face, 

See if you cared. 

But I was right - you screamed at me, 

Then acted like I wasn't even there. 

Where's your heart? 

Where's your decency? 

You never apologize, 

Just judge religiously. 

I want you in my life, 

I want you as a friend. 

As family, 

One I can have til the end. 

So stop yelling, 

Stop throwing things. 

And look me in the eye

And say you love me.